First of all, i am terrible at blogging. This event deserved a blog entry though. On December 5th, a bunch of the '06 boys threw a Prom style dance at a friends airplane hanger. The theme was "here's to the night" and Trevor Evans asked me to be his date. It was SO fun! Here are just a few pictures from the night...i didn't take many. I borrowed Maddi's dress which is gorgeous! The night was a lot of fun...the group i was in was hilarious. I was nervous thinking i'd get shy with new people i didnt know, but surprisingly i didn't care at all. I saw some girls i had cheered with in high school & it was so fun dancing with them. Everyone was basically from MHS so it was a total high school flashback. That night, i discovered i am a jealous person. HA HA...ill keep the "WHY" to myself...but when i get jealous, i tend to ignore that person. I'm retarded. anyways...so that was that. 
The girls and i have been preparing for our upcoming CDC performance and i am so excited! More than anything, i'm excited to perform at the Temple! What a wonderful opportunity to be able to dance through my testimony of my Savior AT the Temple...right in front of the reflection pool...seriously, it's going to be an amazing experience and i am so pumped for it!!
We've also been preparing for our hip hop showcase and uhh....i dont know the second dance at all! I dont like "not knowing" a dance, so i better get to practicing cause the show is in...3 days! haha!!
Church- WOW! what can i say....Sundays are my favorite day. This past Sunday was just perfect. I kept crying throughout the entire 3 hours. Sacrament & RS got to me the most. I felt silly cause i had no "REASON" to cry...it was just the spirit being so strong and me being so grateful for my family and friends. my eyes get really small&swollen when i cry so i tried to hold it as much as i could, but when Michelle&Marinda bared their testimonies in RS...i just bawled. And i'm the kind of person who doesn't like crying in front of others. But shoot, it was church,...i loved it!
Hmm...what else? oh...BOYS...HA!! I am the most backwards person!! I like someone...he is so handsome, a "geek" which i totally love cause brains are so attractive, gorgeous smile, so fun & he makes me laugh. He's awesome. I love spending time with him. Yet when we are with a group of people...do you think i make an effort to talk to him/flirt it up? NOPE!! I am the kind of girl that flirts with strictly guy FRIENDS, but when it comes to the guy i like....i get retarded and i can't talk to them. I feel like if i say hi or go talk to them/try to flirt that everyone is watching me & that everyone is judging me. SUCH AN EGOCENTRIC WAY OF THINKING. i know this. But i can't help but get nervous & i end up acting "offish" with that guy. However, get us on text/IM or something and im perfectly fine. I need to learn that it is okay to flirt with the guy i like and not ignore them cause then they'll think i DONT like them...when actually i really DO like them,...im just nervous to talk/flirt. It's lame cause im an affectionate person...i just dont get why im retarded with the guy i like. IM JUST BACKWARDS!! it's so scary to be "cute" with the guy i like cause...i just dont know. He probably is so confused by my "signs" and thinks i dont like him since im not flirty in person....AH. maybe ill grow out of this phase and eventually wont be scared? ANYWAYS....
Nursing School is going great!! I'm kind of genius...which is why i love me a guy with brains!! haha, i can't wait for my final next week and then a nice little break. Ill start hospital rounds next sequence and i cant wait to be called "NURSE!" haha!! seriously though, i am sooo grateful for my passion in medicine.
My best friends, Tori Michelle & Marinda. WOW what would i do without them? im so grateful. Tori got accepted into dental hygiene school & starts in February. i am SO proud!! Michelle is well into her degree, packing her day full of dance classes and is growing so much as a dancer. She teaches at two studios and is already inspiring the lives of young girls in dance. I love it!! and Marinda Lawfonda Hunt..what an angel! she is preparing to serve a mission!! what a great example!! She's getting things in order to get her papers done in less than 2 months!! AH!! I am so blessed that my SISTERS are such wonderful, worthy & righteous women!! I have gone to the Temple with all three of them several times and what a blessing to be able to do that with my bests!! I love them and learn from them. I am the luckiest!
Family....my everything. Thanksgiving was amazing with my family in california. It breaks my heart i live in arizona because i dont get to spend as much time with them as i wished. My cousins are so grown up and so tall! im their midget cousin and they just love to tease me! My laugh is of amusement to them. I love them so much though. My aunts, uncles, grandparents.....all so amazing. I love my Peruvian culture...Thanksgiving was delish!! Missionaries ate dinner with us and kept saying "PERUVIAN FOOD!!" haha it made me happy. I'm so so so grateful!! BEST OF ALL...in 6 months i get to be sealed to my parents for time and all eternity!! AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING!!!!!
SO YEP...that's my life so far. Everything is wonderful. Sure, my boy crushing is kinda retarded cuz im so backwards, but ill slowly get courage & confidence. Friends and Family, the best. Im grateful.
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